You Made Me Cry (AGM)

You made me cry...
You tore me apart..
You left me in tears..
You've shattered my heart..

It wasn't your fault..
I guess it was me..
for love can't be forced..
Perhaps we weren't meant to be..

It still doesn't help..
now that i know..
Because for some reason..
my heart won't let go..
to get over you..
but you make it so hard..
with cute things you do..

I thought love was joy..
but i've got nothing to gain..
just sorrows..,tears..
and a little more pain..

The day the pain started ..
reality came too..
It was the day i realized ..

......I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU.......

BROKEN HEAT

this has been the longest day man I've been having the blues all day and i guess it all comes from last night just cause of 3 little words that mean the world to me and i know i cant be mad at him cause he's not my man he is still my friend first but we always say i love you never been a time when we got off the fone and didn't say i love you we text it all the time and everything and for him to just tell me alright it just messed up than I've been texting him all day this was yesterday i was just checking up on my honey who i know just left his baby mama I'm a good friend and i was a better girlfriend to him and he knows that yes we been through are little whatever but he's still my heart for him to tell me alright after i say i love you is bull i don't care who's around i always tell you i love you and you play me like that he broke my heart with what he didn't say... I'm getting ready to let him go.....then A.D pissed me off boy i'm 8months do u really think i'mma get and run to every time u call me no i cant i'm waiting on this baby...

The news

So i was on twitter like always since i'm just waiting on the baby to be born... well i see something happen to MJ and i'm like dang i hope he gonna b ok den i turn to CNN then i see he went in for a cardiac arrest so ihat and run and ask my cousin who in RN wats that and she let me know that he stop breathing so right then we said r prays for him so im on CNN and tmz and tmz say mike id dead so i'm going through it like omg not uncle mike this cant be he's not gone thi is a joke a bad one but a joke so my lil bro who is in love wit MJ i'm not ready to tell him that mike is gone so i wait till all the news say thyats he dead so it's all over now that hes gone so i go and tell my lil bro the news and he just break down this is the first time that he has every dealt wit the death of a music icon see i Learnd mines when AALIYAH died i thought that was the worst day so now since the news came in he breaks down in his room and i just feel for him.....

june 27

BAD: A.D went through my fone and read my text and most of them were from AGM and all the i love yous and what i'mma do to you when i see you type stuff some pics that he should not have seen so we got in to this big azz fight i ending up cutting him on the face and all he hit me so i hit dat azz bac shot dont put yo hands no me all this while i'm still pregnant and all....
GOOD: i text AGM like i have something to tell you so he tell me his story and that shit mad me mad he kissed another girl his baby mama put him out of his house i wa happy that she put him that ment he got to come bac to the D cuz he moved 2 hours away to b there for the baby which is over due....
WORST: so i text him like "did you make it home" no text bac then i call him no call bac so i call off a number he dont know and what he do picks up so i wait a while and call him from my fone and we talk for a sec so i'm like "I LOVE YOU" he "like ok that shit pissed me off so i told him dont ever call my fone show up at my house i'm like i'm done wit to azz i been though to much witch yo azz for u to get bac home and to wont to act funny forget that i dont have the time for the kids games.....