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OK FORGET THE FACT THAT WE BOTH JUST HAD KIDS....... AND HE HAS A BABYMAMA AND I HAVE A BABYDADDY

SO I KNOW HE LOVES ME AND I FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT HIM BUT LATELY I HAVE BEEN THINKING THAT WE NEED TO MOVE APART AND IT HURTS ME TO MOVE AWAY FROM HIM CUZ LIKE I SAID AGM IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I FEEL THAT HE IS MY SOUL MATE AND I KNEW WE YOUNG AND WHATEVER BUT THAT BOY HAS ALWAYS HAD ME OPEN.. WELL I HAVENT TALKED TO HIM SINCE HIS BABY MAMA PUT HIM OUT AND I JUST HAPPEN TO TEXT HIM LIKE THE DAY BEFORE MY SON WAS DUE AND HE TOLD ME THAT SHE HAD THE BABY AT FIRST THAT HURT ME CUZ HE DIDNT CALL AND TELL ME HE SAID HE PUT IT ON FACEBOOK BUT WE TALKED ABOUT THIS AND HE SAID HE WOULD CALL AND LET ME KNOW AND I WOULD DO THE SAME WHEN MY BABY WAS BORN.. BUT I HAD ALREADY MADE UP MY MINE THAT WHEN ARE KIDS WERE DUE THAT I WOULD STOP TALKING TO HIM FOR ONE THIS GIRL HAS SOMETHING THAT ME AND HIM WOULD NEVER HAVE AND THATS HIS FIRST CHILD AND THE SAME FOR ME... WELL HE CALLED ME YESTERDAY AND ASKED MY HAVENT I CALLED HIM (I USE TO GET ON HIM ALL THE TIME BOUT NOT CALLING ME) AND I DIDN'T WONT TO TELL HIM THE REASON WHY FOR ONE ALL MY FAMILY WAS AROUND AND IT WAS'T THE TIME OR PLACE TO TALK ABOUT THAT... SO HE CALLED ME TO DAY PLAYING TREY "I NEED A GIRL" AND ME BEING TEFLON HAD TO SING THAT SONG NOT TO HIM BUT JUST SINGING LIKE I ALWAYS DO... AND HE ASKED ME AGING WHY I STOP CALLING HIM AND I TOLD HIM I'LL CALL HIM LATER CUZ I WAS'T READY TO GET INTO ALL THAT.. AGM IS MY HEART AND I WAS SCARED TO TELL HIM CUZ IT'S HURTING ME SO I KNOW IT WILL HURT HIM LIKE RIGHT NOW I'M OVER HERE IN TEARS CUZ I'M SACRED THAT I'M BOUT TO LOSE MY BEST FRIEND WHEN I TELL HIM THAT I HAVE TO STOP TALKING TO HIM CUZ I DONT LIKE HIS BABYMAMA AND I CANT TAKE TALKING TO HIM CUZ OF HIS BABY AND I KNOW I MIGHT SOUND CRAZY BEING THAT I HAVE A SON TO BUT THAT'S THE REASON WHY I NEED TO STOP TALKING TO HIM MORE FOR THE KIDS THAT WE BOTH HAVE... HE CALL'S ME ALL THE TIME TALKING BOUT HOW MUCH HE CANT STAND HIS BABYMAMA AND I TELL HIM HOW MUCH I CANT STAND MY SONS FATHER.. .. O0O YEA SO HE WAS BACK IN DETROIT FOR LIKE A FEW DAYS AND I CALLED HIM WE TALKED FOR BOUT 40 MIN WHATEVER SO WE ALWAYS SAY I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHOS AROUND SO I SAID I LOVE HE TOLD ME "ALRIGHT" I WAS SO READY TO GO OVER HIS CUZIN HOUSE AND KICK HIS ASS BUT I COULDN'T DO THAT LOL.... SO THE DAY MY SON WAS DUE ME AND HIM TALKED AND WE GOT OFF THE PHONE AND HE SAID I LOVE SO I SAID YUUUUP HE GOT LIKE PISSED AND WENT OFF ON ME FOR NOT SAYING I LOVE YOU AND I TOLD HIM THE OTHER NIGHT WHEN I SAID I LOVE YOU U TOLD ME ALRIGHT SO YOU SEE HOW THAT FEEL..... SO I GUESS WHAT I'M ASKING IS DO YOU GUYS THINK I SHOULD JUST STOP TALKING TO HIM ALL TOGETHER AND LOSE ARE FRIENDSHIP...